Last Saturday, I went for music lesson. Teacher was like;" Hey Krystal. Let's play the section C exam piece." I was seriously glad because I've been the same song over and over again.

     When I turned the page, my jaws dropped. It was so freaking hard! It has these ridiculous double-stops(My double stops practically sounds like I'm playing demisemiquavers with bows not stable at all... I always forget to actually play two notes at once and always end up playing one string and forgetting the another...) and this weird thingy that you press on the string but then not really presssing (more like touching) and then you play and it produce this eerie sound that sends shivers down your spine.

       Honestly speaking, I don't know how to make that effect.( Not harmonic kind of effect) Something about the bow weight must be precise and the fingers must be placed exactly at the position, crap like that. Mine sounded like a kiddie just started taking up violin lessons and can't even play open strings right. Yeah, that terrible. Teacher got frustrated. Haha. Halfway playing, she looked at me with this evil gleam in her eyes and said :" Krystal, have you been playing like that the whole song? What's with the bow? You're pressing down too hard. No wonder you can't produce that effect. Start all over again." I was like :" what the.. Was I suppose to know how the heck to do that kind of thingy?" Almost cried when she asked me to start all over again.

      The whole lesson was filled with disgusting music that sounds like a chicken's cries when it's gonna get killed. Trust me, it's a horrible experience. Come to think of it, I'd be willing to play the same songs all over again till I rot rather than that horrible song..I thought I was going to have a life after PMR, but after seeing this piece, I'm not too sure anymore.

Guess what I'm up to this evening? I went through photos. I think mushroom grown on them because it's been a really long time since I open that cupboard.
Hate to admit it, but my mum was seriously pretty during her early years. Honestly.. Something about her double eye lid eyes that just draw people attention and that flawless face of hers. Hahaha. Ever heard of anyone calling their mum pretty? I don't blame my dad for falling head over heals for her. =)
When i look through photots of me when i was young, I noticed something, I never change. Everything on my face is practically stationary. I have the dead eye looks when i was young too. Damn, no wonder i didn't have friends when i was young. How was i suppose to know I look so freaking pubo? Being a kid sucks sometimes.
That's it! Lazy update. Typing to no one is ...weird. =)

Finally! I saw something that thrilled me today! I had one whole post about me! Hahaha. Honestly, when i saw that, it was super sweet! I never had anyone, mind you, anyone, doing that for me so here I am, offering my sincere gratitude to Alfonsa! =)

For some kids, holidays started just this week, but for me, holidays started right after the minute PMR ends. It was cool at first but after a few days, I could've die from boredom. I have the same old boring routine all over again. Wake up, eat breakfast, reading, online, music and the whole freaking routine just bloody repeat.
I even had to read books so damn slowly just so that i would have books to read for the next few weeks! Yeah, that is how bored I am.
And now, I can't even post anything as I have absoulutely nothing to brag about. =) You guys just read one useless post (except the first paragraph). See you guys!
OH!!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR HARRY POTTER! *excited*

Alfonsa! Since you're the one who persuaded me to create a blog and actually mantain and update it, so, it is my honour to dedicate one whole paragraph to you. You've been in my life in and out, up and down, and side to side. =) That's pretty much awesome for a friend. We may not be as close as we were before but, at least both of us grew up in our own horrifying and interesting ways and we stuck through it all together. and to me, that's what counts.