My new year's resolutions. One really freaking obvious one: stop reading manga. Crap, I'm such a sucker for mangas.
Hmmm.. another one that I really need is having more faith. In the Lord and in humanity. I'm losing my touch on humanity.Gah, bloody world. Getting so polluted till it pretty much is digusting. Wait, why am I getting angry?

Argh, another resolution. Stop getting angry over the silliest things ever. Even when the washing machine doesnt bloody work. =( Oh, another one just popped into my mind. Stop being so anti-social. Man, i really hate human presence, especially when it's not desired. I have to start mixing with normal people (who aren't my sisters and parents, actually) and actually communicate with them. Just like any other normal teen. Ah, well, I'm not normal. Not even close.

Arghhh... Gotta change lifestyle! =X I'm a sucker for loneliness.
Get good results! (Yeah, what every teen in the world wants without studying hard) Strive for music! (That's on my list every single year) Get a boyfriend! NOT. Yup, that's it. It's pretty much the printing image of last year's resolutions( which didin't get done)

Ah, the next episode of Krystal's life as a bloody maid.

Well, to put it bluntly, I broke a new mop. Yeah, it was fragile and new and everything so I guess I used a little too much pressure on it so yeah.(I mean, the floors wouldn't be squeeky clean if I mop like a freaking lady that has zero strength) And the worst part was, my mum reminded be a gazillion time that I have to be careful..... and I didn't. Well, at least she wasn't that surprised when I called her to tell her. I guess she pretty much was waiting for it. All she said was:" I'll try to see whether it's on warranty." Yeah, I'm that terrible. =) Hahaha. Look at the bright side! I gained a new experience!

Ah, well. Let's move on.  The next stupid thing I've done was I forgot to cook dinner's rice. My parents were very enthusiasticlly cooking away.(Shame to admit I was watching television that time. Teehee) And everyone's stomach was growling loudly and when parents done cooking, all of us practically run to the kitchen and guess what, when Dad opened the rice cooker, it was empty and that's when it all dawn on us. The youngest daughter forgot to cook the rice. I could feel eyes burning with anger. Ah, well. At least we all had our stomach filled by the end of the day.(even though it was half an hour later.) My excuse for this is, I won't repeat this mistake as it is eternally mentally planted in my brain. No pain, no gain! =)

The horrible, weird domestic side of me.

First thing I did when I woke up this morning was..... sweep the floor. Can you imagine me sweeping the floor? Weird. Anyway, my 14-years-domestic helper went back to Indonesia.... and she's never coming back. =(  And! Until next year, the whole house is under my hardwork and everyone's counting on me (the girl who never lift a finger to help around the house) to maintain the cleaniness and neatness of the house.

Anyways, I swept the floor, mopped the floor and then I realize something, the tiles in my home actually has patterns on it! Yeah, I know, I sound lame but honestly, fifteen years living at the same home, I never realize it. Hahaha.. That shows how ignorant I am.

Gah, sweeping floor is still okay for me. You just have to hold the broom and sweep sweep away but, as for mopping! It's a pain to even mention it. Have to take the pail and all that crap along with it. I mean, the part where you just sway along with the mop was cool ( I slide on the wet floor! =D) My hands has blisters on them already. I know, I sound like a total bitch and spoiled brat but, can you blame me? I've never realize the patterns on my house's tiles. And I'm going to persuade my parents to move into an apartment! Which can reduce my headache of mopping and sweeping an incredible amount of tiles.

And! Washing clothes! =(  Total nightmare, I can assure you. And folding clothes! I spent an hour in my un-air conditioned room in the hot blazing afternoon with sweat prickling from my forehead just to finish folding the whole family's clothes. I'm ashamed to admit that I almost fell asleep in the heat. XD Not to mention pulling the clothes in under the merciless blistering sun. I've made a vow to myself, that is not to wear so much clothes in the future!

 And that BEE! Damn, I was hanging my clothes (under the hot sun) and there was this bee! I got a huge feeling it has a grudge against me! It kept on pestering me! Buzzing here, buzzing there. I mean, I have a horrible day and can't this annoying bee just give me a break?
Mum was all but, dont' forget this, don't forget that. The clothes, the sweeping, the mopping. Well, I don't blame her. I actually forgot to pull the clothes in until it was around four in the evening. (and it was Dad who pointed it out to me. Sad to say)

Sis said to me :" Hey! I didn't know there was a domestic side of you."
Yeah, neither did I.

        Last Saturday, I went for music lesson. Teacher was like;" Hey Krystal. Let's play the section C exam piece." I was seriously glad because I've been the same song over and over again.

     When I turned the page, my jaws dropped. It was so freaking hard! It has these ridiculous double-stops(My double stops practically sounds like I'm playing demisemiquavers with bows not stable at all... I always forget to actually play two notes at once and always end up playing one string and forgetting the another...) and this weird thingy that you press on the string but then not really presssing (more like touching) and then you play and it produce this eerie sound that sends shivers down your spine.

       Honestly speaking, I don't know how to make that effect.( Not harmonic kind of effect) Something about the bow weight must be precise and the fingers must be placed exactly at the position, crap like that. Mine sounded like a kiddie just started taking up violin lessons and can't even play open strings right. Yeah, that terrible. Teacher got frustrated. Haha. Halfway playing, she looked at me with this evil gleam in her eyes and said :" Krystal, have you been playing like that the whole song? What's with the bow? You're pressing down too hard. No wonder you can't produce that effect. Start all over again." I was like :" what the.. Was I suppose to know how the heck to do that kind of thingy?" Almost cried when she asked me to start all over again.

      The whole lesson was filled with disgusting music that sounds like a chicken's cries when it's gonna get killed. Trust me, it's a horrible experience. Come to think of it, I'd be willing to play the same songs all over again till I rot rather than that horrible song..I thought I was going to have a life after PMR, but after seeing this piece, I'm not too sure anymore.

Guess what I'm up to this evening? I went through photos. I think mushroom grown on them because it's been a really long time since I open that cupboard.
Hate to admit it, but my mum was seriously pretty during her early years. Honestly.. Something about her double eye lid eyes that just draw people attention and that flawless face of hers. Hahaha. Ever heard of anyone calling their mum pretty? I don't blame my dad for falling head over heals for her. =)
When i look through photots of me when i was young, I noticed something, I never change. Everything on my face is practically stationary. I have the dead eye looks when i was young too. Damn, no wonder i didn't have friends when i was young. How was i suppose to know I look so freaking pubo? Being a kid sucks sometimes.
That's it! Lazy update. Typing to no one is ...weird. =)

Finally! I saw something that thrilled me today! I had one whole post about me! Hahaha. Honestly, when i saw that, it was super sweet! I never had anyone, mind you, anyone, doing that for me so here I am, offering my sincere gratitude to Alfonsa! =)

For some kids, holidays started just this week, but for me, holidays started right after the minute PMR ends. It was cool at first but after a few days, I could've die from boredom. I have the same old boring routine all over again. Wake up, eat breakfast, reading, online, music and the whole freaking routine just bloody repeat.
I even had to read books so damn slowly just so that i would have books to read for the next few weeks! Yeah, that is how bored I am.
And now, I can't even post anything as I have absoulutely nothing to brag about. =) You guys just read one useless post (except the first paragraph). See you guys!
OH!!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR HARRY POTTER! *excited*

Alfonsa! Since you're the one who persuaded me to create a blog and actually mantain and update it, so, it is my honour to dedicate one whole paragraph to you. You've been in my life in and out, up and down, and side to side. =) That's pretty much awesome for a friend. We may not be as close as we were before but, at least both of us grew up in our own horrifying and interesting ways and we stuck through it all together. and to me, that's what counts.